I always wanted to


Probably due to the impact of movies & books on me, I always wanted to:

    1. Live alone:
    This was possible in Mysore, Mangalore, Bangalore, and finally US. No one to bug me, no room mate to speak with, just do whatever I feel doing at home - cooking, live without cooking, read books, watch movies, walk around in boxers etc. I feel loneliness is an addiction. I just cannot engage or tolerate any unknown person or an acquaintance as my roommate.

2.  Have a big & quality TV:
    TV has been integral part of my life ever since I was a kid. At first, we had a Dynora color TV, which lived with us for nearly 16 years and worked without any minor issue.
When I setup a family in US, bought a 55-inch LG TV (UHD). I had the TV playing continuously from the time I get up till I fall asleep, have it playing something even when I am not watching it, while doing some house hold chores like cooking, cleaning, laundry.

I watched many movies where the actor would be alone in a house with TV playing in background, good couch with a table beside it, while the actor is cooking something in the kitchen.

3.     Have a good sound system:
    Though, I was not able to buy a big sound system, bought a small but good Bose sound bar, which was really good in terms of sound amplification. Now, without the sound bar, can’t watch normal TV also. I realized yet again that quality comes with paying more money and buying a premium brand’s product.

4.     Have some exercise equipment at home:
    I bought myself an elliptical machine so that I can work at home while watching TV.  It helped me immensely in burning some calories and do some cardio.

5.     Own a car:
     Thanks to my Subaru Forester. That has been my companion for my absurd and abrupt short & long trips. Since I was alone, I can just go for a long drive whenever I want to. Just take the car keys, leave at 4 AM, fill up the gas and go for a drive of 14 hrs in a day. Oh man. That was good! I must admit. I had tears rolled up in my eyes when I sold it.

When I was in India, I did not get a chance to fulfill the last four desires, but were accomplished because of my stay in US.

So now, there is some change again. Lets see what’s in store for me ahead.

From the movie Forest Gump: “My momma always said, ‘Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you’re going to get.’”

Another nostalgic day of my life



This would be a long article. After giving my final engineering exam on April 30th 2009, I was idle and had plenty of time at my disposal till the date of joining for my first job – Feb 22nd, 2010.

My activities during this time were:
  •   Eating
  •   Sleeping
  •   Watching movies in theatres (probably 2 or 3 movies every month)
  •   Roam around aimlessly and return home late nights. (They were just casual walks to home from DSNR after a movie or just sit in kothapet and gossip about movies or other stuff. But this seems extra ordinary now)
  • Giving send off to all my friends who travelled to USA for higher studies.

This should be the most unproductive period of my life and also a phase where I had nothing to worry – nothing to study and I had a job at hand but still nothing to work. After initial days of concerns about my job training, I did not even give a thought about it in the later days.

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Don’t know why but I wanted to do all the packing and go to Mysore – all myself. I did not want anyone else to be involved. My sister supported me in doing this when my parents wanted to help me with the packing.

I carefully made a list of things I should carry with me and pasted on my wardrobe so that I track everything. I packed everything in my bag and 2 suitcases.

My father booked a KSRTC Volvo bus ticket from MGBS to Mysore (probably starts at 6.15 PM from Hyderabad and reaches Mysore at 7.15 AM the next day) and was adamant to travel with me but I strongly insisted that I would go alone. My parents were furious at times for my stubbornness to travel alone but I ignored it.

Watched leader movie in Cinemax Banjara Hills on 19th Feb 2010 and my travel to Mysore was on 20th Feb 2010. As per our family customs and traditions, you are not supposed to go out or eat outside food when you have a travel plan. So got an earful from my father. I remember taking around 3000 rupees from my parents for my travel to mysore.

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20th Feb, 2010


Obviously they were at the bus terminal to see me off. As soon as I boarded the bus, my mother and sister began to cry. I was clueless why they were crying – I am just going to another city in the same country.  The bus started. I was by a window seat and as usual, I was staring blankly at the people and the vehicles passing by. When the bus stopped for a break, I ate the sandwiches (hope I remember they were sandwiches stuffed with aloo) packed by my mother and then called them. My sister told me that father also cried when they reached home and it was emotional to hear that).

21st Feb, 2010: Into a different world


-- The bus reached Mysore at around 7.15 AM and I took an auto (guess it was a fare of 160 or 170) to Mysore training campus.
-- Reached the campus at around 8 AM by which lot of new joiners like me were waiting in a line to report and join the training campus.
-- I still remember the horror feeling I experienced when I realized that I left one of the mandatory joining documents at home – Medical certificate.
-- I tensely asked one of the trainees there if this was okay. He assured me that its okay and I would have sufficient time to submit it.
-- At the main entrance, I was asked to show my ID proof and offer letter and I was allowed inside the huge campus through a huge building – GEC II.
-- Boarded a golf cart with other trainees with our luggage truck following us.
-- B93/117 -  building number and room allotted to me.
-- The room itself is a 3 star level – LCD TV, nice bed with table & lamp beside it, flask, milk, coffee powders etc, a huge wardrobe with a safety locker, a nice restroom, landline phone, a big and small table with a chair – the best thing is that I would be alone in such a room for nearly 6 months.
-- By the time I took a bath and came out of the room, it was nearly 11.30 AM.
-- I called my parents and blurted out the news of the need for medical certificate. I got a good dose and even my sister got a good dose (ha ha ha) (A different thread is that they shipped the document to me over night and it reached me 2 days later. Parents will do anything for their children!)
-- Since I was the only one selected by this company from my college, I was standing at my room door and watching other roaming around.
-- One of them asked me if I was not unpacking my stuff. I thought its not needed as I would anyway be eliminated from this rigorous training program in about 1 or 2 months. (I must confess I am a pessimist and have least expectations of anything).
-- I remember having veg biryani for lunch and came back to room.
-- Roamed inside the campus and got a feel of things present.

The training campus was vibrant and was full of diverse trainees from all around the country.

22nd Feb 2010 and beyond:


The first one week was induction program in a huge auditorium with nearly 1000 trainees in our batch. We were given ID cards, system allocation, bank account, study material etc etc. After that, a hectic routine started – classes – exams – classes – exams – classes and in between movies on the weekend inside the campus. After every exam, I used to see happy faces, sad faces, crying faces etc etc.

Of course, I flunked the very first exam – C and Data structures and cried a lot alone in my room since this was the first ever failure (all the training exams were objective except 2 practicals and I was pretty weak at objective exams) but somehow gathered myself (with tips from my friend). Carefully studied and cracked all the exams (a negative marking for a wrong answer also). It’s a mandate that out of CGPA score of 5, 4 is the minimum score for passing the training exams collectively. I remember getting 4.54.

Lots of memories in the campus – studying all weekdays, watching movies every weekend, sometimes bowling, eating different types of food in the 7 food courts, laundry every 2 weeks, going to Mysore city for food at RRR, late night ice creams in the campus, the joy of getting the first salary – 13000, trip to Banglore with wallet full of cash, going to an old temple near the training campus (esp before big modules), my trip back to Hyderabad for a weekend after the first major module, my sickness for 2 weeks after that, and finally the dreaded final and toughest module, 1 month of mock project and my family visit to the training campus at the end of my training period, getting posted back to Hyderbad for my first project, late night campus tour alone capturing photos in a drizzle and then a new life starts after the journey back to hyd.

Every memory is so fresh.


జీవితం బాగుంది. జీవితం అంటేనే బాగుంటుంది. ఒక వేళ బాలేకపోయినా, అది జీవితం కాబట్టి బాగుండి తీరుతుంది.